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Post by Liz on Dec 21, 2010 13:24:04 GMT -5
"Longpaws dead!" the yowl echoed through the clearing from the medicine cats den. Rainstar shot out of her den and ran into the medicine cats den and saw Lilypaw, Badgerpaw and Silverwhisp all surronding the white and ornage body of Longpaw. Silverwhisp turned to Rainstar, eyes full of sorrow. "He was too weak to fight off the wounds from the infection.." she meowed quietly. Rainstar stood there, rooted to her spot a she stared at the life-less body of the kit she adopted as her own. "First Jaywing now Longpaw? Why has Starclan cursed me with death?!" she cried, digging her claws into the ground. "Starclan doesnt will these things Rainstar." Silverwhisp meowed. Rainstar rounded on her. "Neither do they do anything to avoid it. Ive lost two mates, my only two kits, one in a bloody battle, another one from infection before he was even a warrior! Starclan is nothing to me anymore!" she snarls, walking forward and pressing her muzzle into Longpaws soft white fur. The apprentince had just started to lose his fears and he really liked Lilypaw but now he was dead, his body turning cold with death. Rainstar pulled away, rushing out of the den, leaving the apprentinces inside mourning for their lost den-mate. "Why me?!" she cried to the sky, sitting down, shoulders hunched as she sat, her eyes full of anger and grief
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Post by Butterflystar on Dec 23, 2010 0:22:24 GMT -5
Butterflywing comes out of the warriors den and approaches Rainstar and she sits down next to her and she places her tail wrapping it around her friend in a comforting way. she doesnt speak for she doesnt want to further upset her friend and she doesnt know wat to say.
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Post by Liz on Dec 23, 2010 15:16:39 GMT -5
OOC: Caspian aka Longpaw; actually died from being hit by a Car.  |
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Post by Seasons on Dec 27, 2010 20:12:46 GMT -5
"Rainstar why do you cry?" came the soft voice of snowpaw. "Your children are happier know" she meowed. Fur brushed both of rainstars flanks as a brown starclan cat(lightningpaw) and snowpaw sat down beside her a bright light flickering in front of them before jaywing and longpaw appeared.
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Post by Liz on Dec 27, 2010 21:04:12 GMT -5
Rainstar truned away, closing her eyes. "I dont believe in you. They are dead. They dont live on. I love them, even in their death but there is no Starclan!" she chokes out, turning away from the starry cats.
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Post by Seasons on Dec 27, 2010 21:15:17 GMT -5
The next words came from jaywing in more of a hiss. "Then you are blinded by your past!" he hissed. As the cats dissapeared, visions from rainstars past kept flashing before her eyes.
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Post by Liz on Dec 27, 2010 21:28:58 GMT -5
Rainstar steps back, closing her eyes to block out the past but only able to see them clearer. "Please!" she yowls, cringing in pain. Her own kit hates her, had hated her always and she didnt knwo why. "Jaywing......I'm...I'm sorry! But I will never believe in dead cats!" she hisses through clenched teeeth.
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Post by Butterflystar on Dec 30, 2010 11:52:22 GMT -5
"Rainstar! whats wrong??" Butterflywing says to her friend with worry and confusion in her eyes for so she had not been able to see the cats...
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Post by Liz on Dec 31, 2010 0:19:43 GMT -5
Rainstar stared blankly into the sky, her mouth gaping in shock and pain. "Stop, stop, stop! Take it away! Take it away!" she cried pitifully, cringing from her visions of the past.
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Post by Butterflystar on Jan 1, 2011 23:45:07 GMT -5
"RAINSTAR!! " Butterflywing shouts at her friend, clan mate, leader... fear and worry for her written on Butterflywings face and in her voice and eyes. "its ok... it ok..., calm down Rainstar, im here for u." Butterflywing says to Rainstar trying to comfort her and calm her down all at once as she stares into Rainstars tear filled eyes. Rainstar snaps back to reality and the visions are all gone.....
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Post by Liz on Jan 3, 2011 16:45:13 GMT -5
"I have nothing to live for anymore......my life is full of bad images. Bad memories and both of my kits are dead because of me! I'm going to die alone and without kits......I will never forgive myself." she says quietly. "The two cats I loved turned against me and one had to leave and...hes not coming back....I cant go to the forest, I cant walk around at night, I cant wake up in the morning without them on my mind. Their gone and I'm haunted while their just fine. They walked away from my life." She meows sadly, walking away. "Good bye my almost lovers, Goodbye my hopeless dreams. I try not to think about them, cant you let me be? So long my luckless romance. Shouldve know they'd break my heart, they always do." she whispers under her breath before choking up and walking to the entrance and looking into the forest with sadness.
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Post by ~Blizzardsky~ on Jan 7, 2011 14:20:31 GMT -5
Blizzardsky heaved a sigh, wrapping her tails around her paws. Her shoulders hunched over as Badgerpaw and Lilypaw quietly mourned for their lost brother. "You will be missed, Longpaw," Blizzardsky whispered, sadness shimmering in her pupils. The wind blew through the young tom's fur, giving the appearance that he was breathing. Lilypaw let out a whimper, and Blizzardsky rested the tip of her tail on the she-cats shoulder. "Shhh, it's okay," she mewed, looking towards the sky. She felt a pelt rub against her, and she looked to see the faint shimmer of Longpaw. His appearance was different, no longer timid and small, but strong looking and proud. Slowly, he dipped his head and dissapeared.
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Post by Butterflystar on Jan 8, 2011 17:18:22 GMT -5
Butterflywing jumps down from highrock and chases after Rainstar. "Rainstar, you are not going to die alone. You will not be lonely forever, i will not allow you to be. I know you will find love again and have real kits of ur own. Do NOT blame these hurtful happenings on ur self. You did not cause them to happen and its by others choices and the little ones deaths are a doing of a higher authority. Things happen in life that you cant prevent or fix, thats the way life works... you never know whats going to happen but when it does you have to get through it and remeber the good from it and some things you just have to move on from.." Butterflywing says in a strong yet gentle voice as she sits behind Rainstar at the entrance to the camp and she looks from Rainstar to the frail body of Longpaw and then to the forest which is silent in front of her.
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Post by Liz on Jan 8, 2011 21:02:17 GMT -5
Rainstar snorts, laughingly but also sad. "Have you ever loved a cat that's dead?I.....No matter how much I want to forget and move on from Thistlepelt, I can't. I loved him, he was the first cat I ever loved, he made me feel loved....that is...until he turned on me...us. All of us. But...I still love him. Everything I do, everywhere I go, it reminds me of the simpler days, the days I was loved and didn't have the clan depending on me. I love him still and can never forget him, even though he's forgotten me." The silver gray she-cat meows, a little more steady now as she looks into the sky, then the forest, then to her paws. "At least you have a cat to love now. Someone who makes you feel all warm and fuzzy when you brush pelts, someone who when they speak, makes you want to listen to them forever. I've lost so much, to many times, I don't trust any cat anymore, especially toms, and so......I'm afraid I cannot love. I thought I was in love with Falconstrike.....but it was fake. I wanted to believe. I wanted to love again, I wanted that feeling in my heart so badly that I tried to make myself love again....but can you make yourself love? Can you make yourself be loved?" she asks, retorically, looking at her paws and closeing her eyes, blinking slowly.
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Post by Seasons on Jan 8, 2011 21:26:22 GMT -5
The invisable weaselstar watched rainstar and listened. Letting his head hang he meowed with the wind "You must believe in starclan, in love, and in me". The blue shecat who had raised weaselstar sat with him watching the to she cats. "Rainstar is going to live among her enemies if her faith isnt restored" she meowed. "I dont think she will ever believe in starclan and if you dont believe in starclan well..... you dont believe in love" weaselstar meowed back to his mother.
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